Oh well
I got hacked on my alternate account on a social media I use… A bit after my main account got hacked. Luckily, I got both the accounts back. So; win on that end. But definitely am going to factory reset my PC— I think a piracy website I used way back wasn’t fully clean.
My fault, though. I shouldn’t have tried piracy when I can hardly tell you what a motherboard or GPU does. [Plan on studying that again,, it’s apart of my syllabus lol.]
I might seem oddly calm, and for some reason I am. When I got hacked the first time, I was shaking, and paranoid for a day until it wore off. But, this isn’t my first— or second rodeo. I believe it’s orchestrated by the same guy; but oh well!
During my physics class, my teacher began talking about a anecdote [triggered by a student not taking his first month exam as he did not study], he said something along the lines of “I had my bachelors exam, and I had no idea there was an exam, but I did it anyway.”
Though he usually is an old man yelling at the sky, sometimes he says something I can actually deeply think about. This was one of them, I am so used to controlling everything around me, and though being hacked is not something I particularly enjoy; it grounds me. note: rereading this sentence sounds like AI. But no AI will ever be used by me.
A big issue I struggle with is feeling like the world is not alive, the “nothing ever happens!” meme describes my mentality quite well, and stuff like this shows me people are.. around me. I never go outside, ever. And that hurt my social life, and my capability to communicate. I think the last time the ratio of me being inside to outside wasn’t horrific was when I was 7. I’m trying to mend this… But this is more off topic.
Circling back, the hack taught me not to be a loser, if that makes sense.
Another thing I realised about myself before I head off, I know life lessons, I just don't know them. What I mean, is that I’ve heard this life lesson regurgitated time and time again, but all those times it ment nothing. I think it’s due to me not thinking about what I hear for so long.
Tell me something that happened to you? I would just nod as if I thought about it. I wanna break that habit, I do.
Thanks for reading, and take care!